I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now.

Natural disasters kill thousands around the world everyday.
You and I, we can die anytime now.
We'd never see each other again and it would all end in an instant.
But neither of us seem to care.
Neither of us wants to make the move.
And I don't know about you.. but its killing me.

 

As I’m standing here and you hold my hand.
Pull me towards you and we start to dance.
All around us, I see nobody.
Here in silence, It’s just you and me.
I’m trying; not to tell you...
But I want to, I’m scared of what you’ll say.
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling.
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head.
I’ve been spending all my time, just thinking about you.
I don’t know what to do.. I think I’m fallin’ for you.

One of the best party ever last night. :) 

I gotta say I hate eid because it makes me feel really really sad. There's always too much pretense everywhere.

Fruitful and awesomesxz day :)

My best friend is backkkk!


Where my party people at!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aiyo I'm so emotionally unstable right now its not funny.

Argh I don't know why I always find it hard to disappoint people even when its really taking a toll on me.

I should totally get my ass to bed right NOW but my 6am-4pm sleep routine is pretty hard to break. My girls are starting their internship this week and I'm the only one left to enjoy the holidays hehez. Results should be released sometime mid this week but I'm pretty positive bout that. I've got a pretty long to-do list before I leave... but I haven't even started writing that list down. Definitely a few nights partyingggggggg with the people that truly matter... especially since rjk will be back! :)  I wish I actually bother to update this space more haha. Ah life is good and when life is good I have much better things to do than to blog about it lolz.

You think you’re waiting for help.
For someone to tell you what the right thing to do is.
Even though, at the back of your mind, you already know what that is.
So all you’re really waiting for, is a time when you’re forced to do it. 

 

I'm leaving in less than 1.5 months.

SEXCITED!!!

Why is it the hardest to be nice and do good for someone who hurts you the most? Even if you love the person your whole damn life and would do anything for them? Even though you find out that they aren't the person you thought they were, the one you've come to love and respect? I want to thank you for all you've given me but most of the time I can't seem to say it out. I type it out as a text but then I erase it off. Because deep inside, some where in there I know you don't deserve it. I know I shouldn't thank the person who have it in his fucking hands to ruin my life. He probably don't know it but it doesn't take much to break me down. And everyday he's doing it slowly. But I feel so fucking bad. I feel like I'm not doing what I should do as a daughter. I feel like I'm such an asshole. I don't like seeing him living like that. Its painful and it hurts me deep inside. And I hate saying this but he fucking asked for it. Sigh I always say I cannot go on living like this... but how long have it been? How much longer will this go on? Because we don't know when we die.

Not my kinda guy.. but the one who's driving me crazy.

This one goes out to the man who minds the miracles
This one goes out the ones in need
This one goes out the sinner and the cynical
This ain't about no apology
This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry
This road was paved by the winds of change
Walking beside the guilty and the innocent

How will you raise your hand when the call your name? 

 

 

 


Have you ever wondered why we always want what we know isn't good for us? 
You.

The feeling you get when you think of something amazing then forget it and know that it felt amazing but you can't remember the details. Then, minutes later, you remember it again and you're so grateful because you nearly lost something amazing, forever. Except, this time, it's a person. Not an idea.

"NDP" party with my best friends :) in a few hours time! Totally looking forward to it with hopes of get wasted or something heee heee. Awesome talk last night, need to stop being stupid. Hurhur.